As much as I love Jared, I think I've done more in this game than he did. Of course I explain you everything I did already but now in a list I'll explain you everything I did. Let's hope it's enough to convince you all to vote for me to be the Sole Survivor of Survivor: Azerbaijan. 

 

~ Since day one I played the game hard. I strategized every hour of my life since the begin of this game. Worrying about who had to be voted out now and then, looking for idols and guessing the right castaways and  doing my best in challenges.

 

- I got the social skills. I got everyone on my side for my feeling since the very begin. Jared, Jessica but also Hannah and Joseph who never even worried about voting me out before the swap. At the swap I was the target in the begin and I saved my own *ss by targeting the most dangerous player in our tribe named Jaylen.

 

- I got the challenge skills. Endurance was my thing. I gave 200% in endurance challenges yet I didn't won the idol challenge because of getting no sleep in two days. I wasn't very good at the most flash games but when I had to do good at some I tried as much as I could. Overall, I'm happy to see that even I didn't win immunity I was close sometimes. But sometimes I was soooo bad.

 

- Even though there has been like 100 idols in this game I've never had one and never got used one on me or the person who wanted to vote me out. I think I'm one of the few who hadn't at merge except for Jessica, Hunter and Austin. Jared got saved by Felix with the idol of him after being told by me to do that. Tho we made the whole plan together. Jared also used a idol at Baku 3.0. Which means I came here without getting new chances with a idol.

 

- From all castaways, I got the least amount of votes against me (along with Jake R who got idoled out) and I think that prooved something. During merge everyone was targeted except for me. I've never been on the chopping block except for Nifty's vote even he knew he would go home. Jared was targeted a few times at merge.

 

- I organized almost all of your elimations/blindsides at merge. Some were easier to handle than others. Like Felix, Clifford and Jessica's blindsides were pretty tuff for me to do but I had to, to sit here. I have to say, I did it not in my own. Me and Clifford were obv the powerhouses of the season if you ask me. I also made good moves along with Felix.

 

- Pre merge I organized the votes if I was up for elimination. The Hannah vote, also saving Jessica from being almost voted out. And later at Baku 2.0 voting Jaylen to put myself out of danger.

 

- I made over 140 confessionals during this game. Haven't count them since episode 14 but the hosts and contestants who will handle the confessionals will have a big task to do for my confessionals. After I talked with someone I wrote a confessional. After I heard something I wrote a confessional. After results (challenge/TC) I wrote a confessional. I even called myself the confessional queen.

 

- Besides the moves I made, being not targeted, not using idols and having strong friendships I got very hated. I got hated by most of the jury and I got hated by most of the VL. I got told by people who defended me in it. Because of that I felt not confident about my game. I had evenings I was thinking 'why am I doing this? The jury and the VL dislikes me. I have no shot at winning'. But I kept fighting for my spot and continued playing the game.

 

- I've been trough a lot. Like, getting shit on me from the people I loved in this game and hearing I was a bad player just for playing the game. That actually hurt me. I only wanted to play a big game, to make moves and to be sneaky to be not a target. That's what I survivor has to do to be the winner.

 

- And to end with this topic, I think I have the outplay - outwit - outcast since I did everything what a Sole Survivor has to do. And if I can say this in public, I'm proud on myself on doing this.